I’m feeling the pull of the wayward wind
:::: 10/24/09: 1. warmth 2. rest 3. rearranged apartment 4. keeping in touch 5. wayward wind :::: ::::
I imagined my apartment door was unlocked…
…though it very well might have been. Walking through my door this evening I met no resistance from a door that usually sticks to the frame. I imagined someone had been in my tiny studio. Nothing was missing and no one was there, but was the towel lower on it’s hook-did I leave the shower [...]
Most cannot be explained.
Last night I dreamt I was at a summer party at my first boyfriend’s lake house. It was a beautiful old victorian (now torn down) with three floors and twisting stairs. I was there I believe alone, but there were many people there. It was night but the yard outside was lit with small lanterns [...]
Anouk.
A few months ago I had listed some items as unofficial homework for myself. These tasks were meant to get me motivated in a small way. I do not normally get motivated like this. Primarily, I believe most of my ideas are larger than life or not well thought out for the situation be it [...]
Truth
The truth was that he wasted time! The truth was that he wasted time! The truth was that he wasted time! The truth was that he wasted time! The truth was that he wasted time! The truth was that he wasted time! The truth was that he wasted time! The truth was that he wasted [...]
You can talk yourself out of it, but only if you really want to.
The first thing I do when I realize I’m lost is figure out what direction I’m going in, then what direction I want to be going. }}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{ Current Link Love: www.lorinix.net (whoa photo!) www.abandonalia.blogspot.com (whoa!)
Amnesia is not knowing who one is and wanting desperately to find out.
“Ambivalence is a bigger nuisance than schizophrenia. When you’re schizoid each of your two personalities is blissfully ignorant of the other, but when you’re ambivalent each half of you is painfully aware of the conflicting half, and if you aren’t careful your whole life can turn into a taffy pull.”- Tom Robbins /Another Roadside Attraction/
Konjunkturpaket
“If happiness always depends on the future, we are chasing a will-o-the-wisp that ever eludes our grasp, until the future,and ourselves,vanish in the abyss of death.” -alan watts ———–
Things to talk about
things to talk about: -New watercolors -escaping Milwaukee (PeaceCorps, Americorps, moving in general, residencies) -photo projects -Emotional Bankruptcy Info Tapes -55555 -Overcoming .25 life crisis -Tom Robbins -Art of Disengagement -Learning to run distances -eighties movies -online music blogs -arts in south america -moving to a farm -working on Emotional Intelligence -telemarketers -riding a bike [...]
‘Book of Days’
55555 6/14/09: 1. Children’s smiles 2. Sunshine 3. Curb sitting at night 4. Sleeping 5. Honesty 6/15/09: 1. Honesty 2. Some Motivation 3. Risks 4. Work on Emotional Bankruptcy 5. Shower ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Plasma of life
55555 6/6/09: 1. Flea Market 2. Luke 3. Creative communities 4. Conversations 5. Possible future options created 6/7/09: 1. Wikipedia 2. Lincoln Park Zoo 3. Coffee 4. Budgets 5. Sleeping +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Two days down for R/W, twenty five to go. Already helps to clear the mind. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Possible options for the future: 1. Peacecorps/Americorps 2. [...]
Just You Wait
