Directive » emotional bankruptcy

Let the beauty of what you love be what you do.

jess — Tue, 06 Jul 2010 02:40:29 +0000

“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.” Rumi

Lovesick Glass Candy

jess — Sat, 06 Feb 2010 05:57:55 +0000

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2/1/10: ***void***
2/2/10: ***void***
2/3/10: 1. paint 2. warm socks 3. clyfford still 4. rest 5. sleep
2/4/10: 1. Magenta Eyes 2. Oslo 3. rest 4. strength 5. swimming
2/5/10: 1. coffees 2. 10 mile bike 3. new horizons 4. Abe 5. Glass Candy

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Fidelity

jess — Sun, 03 Jan 2010 23:12:51 +0000

Erudite

jess — Sat, 19 Dec 2009 20:24:32 +0000

Catching up but still just barely treading water. All is well despite this.

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12/15/09: 1. successful work 2. control 3. good run 4. changes 5. energy

12/16/09: 1. Get togethers 2. Guadalajara 3. personal projects 4. apartments 5. fresh air

12/17/09: 1. License 2. Gold Beethoven Bust 3. conversation with a bearded man 4. accomplishments 5. opportunities

12/18/09: 1. Sassy 2. Girl 3. Airport 4. successful work 5. Mint Chip

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Feels like Fireworks Inside

jess — Sat, 05 Dec 2009 00:21:47 +0000

Taking leaps without knowing where I will end up. Precarious balance between wonderment and depravity (melodramatic!).

My etsy shop was just highlighted on The Women’s Colony! Thanks Jodi!

Anxiety over current circumstances has made it impossible to sleep, despite being tired. It takes hours to fall asleep, I sleep like a rock, and wake up before my alarm. Should probably do something super active. Missing my bike these days…

All the soarings of my mind begin in my blood.

jess — Wed, 02 Dec 2009 06:20:11 +0000

“The future enters into us, in order to transform itself in us, long before it happens.”-Rilke

Truth be told!

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12/1/09: 1. completion 2. addressing difficult issues 3. robbins and rilke 4. contentedness to be alone 5. realizing that this is not the right place

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romantic at heart. lost heart. waiting. waiting.

O, wilt thou leave me so unsatisfied? repeat. repeat. repeat.

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Inwards Inwards Inwards

jess — Tue, 01 Dec 2009 05:48:47 +0000

Clenched Soul