I dreamt it was the end and it was alright.
Harry Crews
“There is something beautiful about all scars of whatever nature. A scar means the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed, done with.” “He did not know what love was. And he did not know what good it was. But he knew he carried it around with him, a scabrous spot of rot, [...]
Lovesick Glass Candy
55555 2/1/10: ***void*** 2/2/10: ***void*** 2/3/10: 1. paint 2. warm socks 3. clyfford still 4. rest 5. sleep 2/4/10: 1. Magenta Eyes 2. Oslo 3. rest 4. strength 5. swimming 2/5/10: 1. coffees 2. 10 mile bike 3. new horizons 4. Abe 5. Glass Candy ;;;;
Living is Being
Dreaming permits each and every one of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives. -William Dement Last night I dreamt I made the best curry in the world. New blog to read and re-read: :::: Minute Project Ideas -’write’ a letter once a day for one week and send each [...]
Beauty Always Takes Place in the Particular
Obsessed with a movie I’ve never seen. Sedmikrasky
Every Night I Swim
Swimming has been an increasing theme in my dreams. Looking into what it means: If you are swimming in your dream you are most likely swimming through the ocean of your unconscious and through the sea of your emotions.// Swimming can represent moving forward in your life or trying to achieve a goal (get somewhere [...]
Religion du monde
I dreamt I went to a gym to swim laps in their pool. The gym was a wooden chalet like structure, you entered on a second level bridge with a piercing blue pool on either side of it, one floor down. It smelled of cedar and was quiet despite so many people being there. I [...]
Whistle my name
Skipping a few hectic and rather irritating days for 55555. 12/24/09: 1. hugs 2. driving alone 3. home alone 4. exhaustion 5. relief 12/25/09: 1. road trip 2. jaguars up close 3. screaming 4. relief 5. dancing with eyes closed :::: Hopeful plans: -Directive online -Portrait series -mix cds -More art :::: Currently Read: Lives [...]
“the pain of love does not break hearts, it merely seasons them. The disappointed heart revives itself and grows meaty and piquant. Sorrow expands it and makes it pithy.
The spirit, on the other hand, can snap like a bone and may never fully knit.: -Fierce Invalids Home from Hot Climates :::: Embarrassment often hits my stubborn bone, resulting in rather righteous, irreverant behavior. :::: 55555 12/2/09: 1. Darin 2. Books 3. Interview 4. forward thinking 5. options 12/3/09: 1. Interview 2. library 3. [...]
Sisterhood of the Stars
Tarot cards are associated with occult practice throughout much of the modern world. But they were formally used just like normal playing cards. With elaborate decks of 78 cards, games were complicated but played throughout France and Italy. Their use as occult or ‘fortune telling’ devices has increased through the past few centuries. While I [...]
Nice Girl
I dreamt I moved back to Boston to attend school for another year, but didn’t tell anyone I was going and did not have a place to live. My underwear was showing. I couldn’t remember the T stop where I lived and banked and grocery shopped and spent much of my dream trying to actually [...]
I knew a girl who talked to geese.
I’m pretty certain I have always had a problem with limits, with not knowing whether I’ve gone too far or not far enough. Sometimes I seem to give up so easily, stepping down before I’ve really attempted something of my skill level. Take for example the all school spelling bee. I think it was forth [...]
Escapism
I met a man today while waiting for the bus. He was bedraggled and had a black eye so swollen it looked like big purple lips had swallowed his eye. He was surprisingly nice, though talked of a life worn down by the pressure to fit in, of sleeping outside in the rain. I hope [...]
anatomically analyze and digitally disect
David Altmejd. :::: David Altmejd’s sculptures feed the unkempt, distorted part of my brain. It’s not about perfection what so ever and that only makes it more perfect. Materials become human remains. Decadent and perhaps more self-indulgent than some. ::::
Give me the darkest room
Sally Mann :::: All I want is to print photographs all day. I miss it. :::: Sally Mann’s work is rich in color and dense in texture.
What dreams become::::
10/23/09: 1. fastest day 2. rearranging apartment 3. enjoyment 4. productivity 5. defining borders :::: Scariest advertising for accessories ever:
Link 666
Complex dreams::: Dreamt I lived in my current apartment and old roommates Maria and Justin were traveling across the country to visit. My family was also coming to visit. Once Maria and Justin arrived I went upstairs (my apartment suddenly became two floors and laid out like my father’s house) and got distracted changing and [...]
Anticipation Obsession
55555 10/3/09: 1. Flea Market finds (new additions to my ‘family’ photos, jewels, and occupied Japan era silver box) 2. Quick workday 3. Bryants Cocktail Lounge 4.Personalized cocktail (dubbed the ‘Just You Wait’) 5. Having that brimming with emotion feeling…about life ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Bryants Cocktail Lounge 9th and Lapham in Milwaukee. I’m not sure why I [...]
I imagined my apartment door was unlocked…
…though it very well might have been. Walking through my door this evening I met no resistance from a door that usually sticks to the frame. I imagined someone had been in my tiny studio. Nothing was missing and no one was there, but was the towel lower on it’s hook-did I leave the shower [...]
I want to be friends with complete strangers.
I want to be friends with complete strangers. Sometimes it’s disturbing how much I notice about them, and sometimes it’s disturbing how much they affect me without them ever knowing it. Rarely do I ever become friends with them. ______________________________________________________________________________________________ Today is for K.P. I don’t know you. I’m sure you will never know that [...]
Just You Wait
