Eye of the Rising Sun
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“It was raining and we turned up the lamps which the setting sun had temporarily eclipsed.”
A book called “The Symbolists” Constant Puyo made beautiful pictures, dark and romantic. Just what I like. Quote by Andre Gide
Beauty Always Takes Place in the Particular
Obsessed with a movie I’ve never seen. Sedmikrasky
Coo
55555 1/9/10: 1. Runtime 2. musics 3. super social 4. So many many many hugs 5. Knowing 1/10/10: 1. breakfast and hugs 2. ghana 3. goat cheese 4. Knowing more Spanish than I thought 5. Rest 1/11/10: 1. Museum portraits 2. learning 3. bowling 4. easy 1 mile 5. sense of self 1/12/10: 1. abstract [...]
8 examples of 6 pointed symbolism
Every Night I Swim
Swimming has been an increasing theme in my dreams. Looking into what it means: If you are swimming in your dream you are most likely swimming through the ocean of your unconscious and through the sea of your emotions.// Swimming can represent moving forward in your life or trying to achieve a goal (get somewhere [...]
Religion du monde
I dreamt I went to a gym to swim laps in their pool. The gym was a wooden chalet like structure, you entered on a second level bridge with a piercing blue pool on either side of it, one floor down. It smelled of cedar and was quiet despite so many people being there. I [...]
Whistle my name
Skipping a few hectic and rather irritating days for 55555. 12/24/09: 1. hugs 2. driving alone 3. home alone 4. exhaustion 5. relief 12/25/09: 1. road trip 2. jaguars up close 3. screaming 4. relief 5. dancing with eyes closed :::: Hopeful plans: -Directive online -Portrait series -mix cds -More art :::: Currently Read: Lives [...]
I thought it was you…
Variations on a theme: Oddly wonderful videos. Mountains and tropical plants. Top of the Pops with some random kissing and funny matching outfits. Darkness. :::: 12/19/09: 1. family trees 2. botany 3. cocktails 4. glasses 5. “You are Everything” 12/20/09: 1. early morning run 2. photo shoot 3. comfort and difference 4. We Feel Fine [...]
family
In a teenage angst-ridden sketchbook I declared, “I hate family gatherings.” This statement has been thrown back at my numerous times in past years by immediate and extended family members, in jest, in empathy, and in disappointment. I always felt out of place at family gatherings, being practically the middle grandchild of 14 (I think) [...]
If you say so, I’ll leave
Still in suspense::::
“the pain of love does not break hearts, it merely seasons them. The disappointed heart revives itself and grows meaty and piquant. Sorrow expands it and makes it pithy.
The spirit, on the other hand, can snap like a bone and may never fully knit.: -Fierce Invalids Home from Hot Climates :::: Embarrassment often hits my stubborn bone, resulting in rather righteous, irreverant behavior. :::: 55555 12/2/09: 1. Darin 2. Books 3. Interview 4. forward thinking 5. options 12/3/09: 1. Interview 2. library 3. [...]
“Will our life not be a tunnel between two vague clarities? Or will it not be a clarity between two dark triangles?”
Current Creative obsessions: Hermeticism, Sacred Geometry, Pyramids, Arrowheads, black and gold, teeth, bobcats ::::
All your words are as idle wind
55555 11/30/09: 1. Post office 2. high heels and a red dress 3. opportunities 4. A sailor 5. drawing :::: November is over. Luke said the next Chinese new year will bring a good one for tigers after a year of trials. ::::
Sisterhood of the Stars
Tarot cards are associated with occult practice throughout much of the modern world. But they were formally used just like normal playing cards. With elaborate decks of 78 cards, games were complicated but played throughout France and Italy. Their use as occult or ‘fortune telling’ devices has increased through the past few centuries. While I [...]
Opulence, Obession, and Clutter.
Current Creative Motivators: hair, crystals, genealogy, aubrey beardsley, todd selby, ornate Current Motivation level: Medium Current Output level: Low (sucks) :::: 11/17/09: 1. attempting to star gaze (at least I woke up) 2. epsom salts and apple cider vinegar 3. Todd Selbyn 4. Tom Robbins 5. I can be anyone I want. :::: I like [...]
Lysistrata
Impressed and motivated by Aubrey Beardsley He was known for creating a series of erotic drawings for the play Lysistrata, and also for decided to make the Yellow Book publication yellow. Oh and he converted to Catholicism and demanded most of his drawings be destroyed. All before the age of 25 when he died. Hopefully [...]
My Heartbeats My Heartbeats
I cannot get this song out of my head. This video is beautiful. :::: Sometimes while I’m idle I experience that “butterflies in my stomach” feeling. It is not out of nervousness but rather I feel completely filled with some overwhelming joy. I’ve always associated it with falling in love which was the first real [...]
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Just You Wait
