…though it very well might have been. Walking through my door this evening I met no resistance from a door that usually sticks to the frame. I imagined someone had been in my tiny studio. Nothing was missing and no one was there, but was the towel lower on it’s hook-did I leave the shower curtain closed this morning? Who was here?

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Today I’ve been thinking deeply about connections. I’ve spent the last week primarily in my own head, thinking and processing ideas and history.  \\\\

Some connections begin and end as missed connections (Eric B. and Rob N.), some never become anything other than an idea in my head (K.P., Chris), some of those ideas come into being- but with rather disappointing results (‘Frame Shop Boy’  ‘Brazillian Bartender’ and a slew of blind dates), and only a few squeak by squirming their way into my reality.

I like this process of elimination. \\\\\

I received my friendship bracelet from Mary Amor today. I know her only in internet and now USPS fashion. I found out about her via Jessica Williams whom I have never met or had any interactions (electronic or flesh) with. I found out about Jessica Williams from a girl in my bookmaking class at SMFA, a girl I didn’t know at all. I cannot remember her name right now. That girl took a photograph of me and my old boyfriend. I was 19.

Anyway, Mary’s handmade bracelet came today:::::

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Look at all the colors!

She also sent one of her own postcards (which reminds me of something I should tell her about) with a sweet handwritten note.

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Oh, and I must mention I’m slowly getting this place back into order (if you try to go anywhere there are 404 messages! sorry!) and will update with better design and hopefully an organized layout soon enough. It’s a part of a big ‘To-Do’

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And today’s 55555

1. finding a new hairstyle 2. making chili 3. knowing I will have to stay in due to money reasons and not minding it one bit 4. anticipation 5.This song that I cannot get out of my head::::