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2/1/10: ***void***
2/2/10: ***void***
2/3/10: 1. paint 2. warm socks 3. clyfford still 4. rest 5. sleep
2/4/10: 1. Magenta Eyes 2. Oslo 3. rest 4. strength 5. swimming
2/5/10: 1. coffees 2. 10 mile bike 3. new horizons 4. Abe 5. Glass Candy

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1/26/10: ***void***
1/27/10: 1. pasta night 2. work done 3. reading 4. sleep 5. sleep
1/28/10: 1. motivating ladies 2. running 3. another one for the books 4. coffee 5. sleep
1/29/10 1. hugs 2. relief 3. hope 4. sleep 5. moon
1/30/10: 1. hugs 2. dancing 3. fox on the frozen Milwaukee river 4. curls 5. swimming
1/31/10: 1. working 2. Another tattooed man 3. rest 4. running and swimming 5. reading

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Dreams are vivid and active. I cannot remember them beyond the moment I wake up.
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A book called “The Symbolists”

Constant Puyo made beautiful pictures, dark and romantic. Just what I like.

my house

Quote by Andre Gide

Dreaming permits each and every one of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives. -William Dement

Last night I dreamt I made the best curry in the world.

New blog to read and re-read:

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Minute Project Ideas

-’write’ a letter once a day for one week and send each to someone at random

-exquisite corpse dual recumbent bike style

-create ‘melting’

-curate digital files

Finished Eating Animals two novels ago. He has a way with words that keeps me coming back, I’m fascinated. So, after that I attempted to rewatch (which is by no means similar to rereading, and does less justice to most novels anyway) Everything Is Illuminated. I like the concept of that book. I hate reading it. I like the stories, I hate the language. Give me What is the What instead. But, I put on my rose colored glasses for Jonathan Safran Foer when I think about Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close. Currently rereading, currently slaughtering. Definitely my favorite. Except for the fact that it reminds me about how boring I was as a child (and still continue to be). Fiction is Fiction.
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1/22/10: 1. swim 2. ice cream 3. space 4. thoughts of running away to the desert with H 5. sleep
1/23/10: 1. social events 2. clean laundry 3. celery 4. screaming 5. sleep
1/24/10: 1. sleeping in 2. Czech movies 3. social time 4. super swim 5. homemade sauce
1/25/10: 1. JSF 2. crazy dreams 3. possibilities 4. travel 5. Mr. Fudgie and G&T
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1/20/10: 1. swimming 2. coziness 3. Checking things off 4. my own strength 5. warmth
1/21/10: 1. coffees 2. fit 3. going to the library with tons of books, leaving with tons of books 4. drawing 5. Bryants Birthday

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1/18/10: 1. success 2. health 3. blood drawn 4. interval training 5. vegan delights

1/19/10: 1. pointed to-do list 2. new book doesn’t make me hate reading 3.This video on giant crystals 4. rest 5. realization my start point begins in March, there is time…

While I have concerns regarding social welfare, the environment, foreign relations, financial stability, and human rights I find I am rarely satisfied with political banter. Neither ’side’ works for me. There seems to be no one who defines what I believe in. Politically Ambivalent? How many of us are like this? Yes, I voted this past presidential election, but only after much personal deliberation. I voted because I felt there were more possibilities with one candidate than another. But that candidate could have been anyone.   I may forever be politically ambivalent and anonymous. At least until I feel like there are true options.

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1/14/10: 1. reading 2. The Big Project 3. Rest 4. Stretching 5. Sleep

1/15/10: 1. fast work 2. rooftop views 3. Serbia Apartment 4. Friends 5. Hugs

1/16/10: 1. bonus 2. giving myself a break 3. learning 4. rest 5. sleep

1/17/10: 1. smiles 2. bread success! 3. Intense workout 4. Long shower 5. Mekong River Delta

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1/13/10: 1. Jonathan Safran Foer 2. Being responsible 3. stretching 4. annoying motivation 5. fiery furnaces

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Images culled from Anonymous Agent, one of those people who intrigue me greatly. She’s got an etsy too, with amazing hoods.

Obsessed with a movie I’ve never seen. Sedmikrasky

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1/9/10: 1. Runtime 2. musics 3. super social 4. So many many many hugs 5. Knowing

1/10/10: 1. breakfast and hugs 2. ghana 3. goat cheese 4. Knowing more Spanish than I thought 5. Rest

1/11/10: 1. Museum portraits 2. learning 3. bowling 4. easy 1 mile 5. sense of self

1/12/10: 1. abstract to figurative 2. doubles 3. rest 4. Eating Animals- Jonathan Safran Foer 5. Sleep!

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Busy on The Big Project and Third Job and moving possibilities.

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1/7/09: 1. long bike long run 2. pearls 3. brie cheese 4. smiles 5. snow

1/8/09: 1. coffee 2. smiles, so many smiles 3. VV 4. icy hot for soreness 5. lounging with cocktails

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1/5/10: 1. Jenny 2. coffee 3. Stevie Wonder 4. Motivation 5. Crushes

1/6/10: 1. Dave Eggers  2. Changing shapes 3. smiling while running 4. reading everywhere possible 5.  a love mix tape

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Again skipped 55555 for a few days (over a week).  I think it is due to holiday stress and my other project and the big project. I”ll start back with today::::

1/4/09: 1. insanely nice people (post office, bank, work, gym) 2. focus 3. creative output despite body weakness 4. Stevie Wonder 5. Nice hair

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Current books from the library:

Steamy Kitchen Cookbook

Apathy: A Novel

Fortune Telling with Food (seriously one of the funniest and most confusing books I’ve read)

Clyfford Still (Always going to be one of my top artists)

Cy Twombly (He’s growing on me)

History (A HUGE DK book)

Ratio ( A cookbook about ratio cooking)

Meditation for Beginners

The Gum Thief (Douglas Coupland)

Book of Thoth Tarot book (research)

Shape of Things to Come (best sculpture book around)

Barnaby Furnas (makes paint sensual)

The Kybalion (hermeticism research)

Triathlon 101

Your First Triathlon

Lives of the Artists

A Heartbreaking work of Staggering Genius (gets even better second time around *currently reading)

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